The Creator's Creations

Conductor Ally - A Return to Roots

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 01:59:26 GMT

Just going on a lot of soul-searching all today, before I have to go back to skool, after my week's vacation. *small sigh*

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time five years, and meet my eleven-year-old self, and tell her some of the shit that's going to happen to her in the future.

It's too bad you can make time capsules from past to future, but not future to past.

What would I write to her?

"Hey...It's me. Well, you, actually. It's your future self. Hey there, Ally.

Well, no, you'd still be Allison. You always made everyone call you by your full first name. That'll change. You think Ally is a prep's name because you read in that one book about that preppy cheerleader with your name? It isn't true.

The only person you allow to call yourself "Ally" is your friend Jessie, right? Stick close to her. She'll be a good friend. She'll get you through some particulary rough times in 7th and 8th grade when you're dealing with the horrible people in your homeroom.

You're going to be in junior high, next year, aren't you? I'm sorry. I really am. I don't mean to scare you, but you're going to have it really rough for the first two years. You're not going to have too many friends, but Jess'll stick by you, and you'll even make some new friends, like Julia and Carolyn.

And Daz.

Funny name, huh? You thought so right away, I remember. The combination of "Dib" and "Gaz". Don't know who they are yet either, huh? You'll find out soon enough.

But first you'll meet Kat.

Where? On the internet. Jessie introduces you to the internet. You'll sit together through creative writing class in 7th grade, and your home economics class in 8th grade. And you'll start to write stories together. And pretty soon those stories will be reviewed. And then before you know it, you'll have all these wonderful friends you never knew even existed. Kat, Cara, Chelsea, II, Daz. We call them the gang, or the RP group.

One by one, though, they'll slip into shadows of the past.

I'm sorry, I'm not usually this melodramatic. Future-You is very lively and happy and very social. But there are times to be serious as well. Like now.

Shh. You don't have to be afraid. Things'll be all right. They might seem dark and horrible at times, and even drive you to the brink of insanity, but you're strong. You'll make it. Take it from me.

You have so many friends in the future. On and offline alike. You'll stop fighting with your mother and you'll have fun with your little brother almost every day. You'll grow older and have so many wonderful characters that you'll invent and watch as they mature and have adventures too. You'll call them Creations at first, but later you'll have to change it to Mediants. Confused? Don't worry.

Don't ever believe anyone who says you're stupid or childish or a horrible person. You MUST NOT believe them. It may seem stubborn of you, not to take in anyone else's opinion like that, but it's for the best. It's for YOUR best. Caring for the wrong people too much can get you hurt.

I won't lie to you. You are going to be hurt. You still are hurting, even today. But it'll be okay, You can trust me on that one. You'll get through everything and come out on top. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Right now, when you're leaving the light-hearted age of childhood and emerging into the first dark steps of your life, you have to just learn how to keep going. Embrace the pain, but them move on. Don't dwell on it for too long, otherwise you'll start writing letters to your past self, dredging up memories and all. *small smile*

And hey, you even get to help out another person who's going through the same shit you'll go through, and worse. Cheer that person up. Call them as often as you can. Send them your love, make them laugh.

Oh, I didn't mention that last part. You drop the angsty side of you. You stop becoming the class loner and become the center of attention. You're a comedian, you make people laugh, and you're GOOD at it. I know it's hard to believe at this stage of the game, but you'll manage it, and become successful.

*grin* Oh, and also. Watch yourself when it comes to emulating certain artists who like to draw homicidal maniacs. You can't IMAGINE how snobby some school administrations can be about that sort of thing.

Yours,
-Conductor Ally Rinally "

Scummel - Nothing To Do

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 05:39:41 GMT

*rubs eyes in annoyance* She was supposed to be ASLEEP by now. Instead I hear her running about, grabbing last-minute items. Ridiculous. She has to be out of the house by seven. But of course, she panicks about forgetting something and packs twice as much shit as she needs.

*peeks into her necessities bag* Books. To give you an idea of her taste:
-The Complete Celebrated Classics of Sherlock Holmes
-A Field Guide To Demons, Fairies, Fallen Angels, and Other Subversive Spirits
-The Zombie Survival Guide (Complete Protection From the Living Dead)
-Spider-man 2
-October Sky
-The Year of the Scorpian

Honestly, who needs a zombie survival guide when going camping? >.>; Lunatic.

No. I am most certainly NOT going on a stupid trip like this.

"BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T FIT IN THE BLOODY OUTHOUSE, SCUM!"

..>< I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that.

*thoughtfully* Hmmn..With my kid gone, this makes me the oldest surviving creation here. Interesting..

..>.>; SHe's all excited because for this trip, her father awarded her with a Swiss Army knife, which she immediately took up to her room, found with disappointment there were no scissors, found with glee there was a three-inch switchblade, and then found with terror that she couldn't close it up immediately and spent the next twenty minutes worriedly trying to put it back together without slicing her fingers off.

Also seems distraught over someone named...Jenadaia? Some weird church-y name. >.> Might as well have named the kid Jesus, whoever he is. Freaked out when she had to get kicked off the computer.

Me? This is her mother's laptop, which "does not support AOL or AIM".

Very upset about not being able to talk to Creator-Daz, and this girl Amber. Whatever.

Think I'll go threaten her to go to bed so that she isn't all cranky and wakes me up when she gets up tomorrow morning.

"I HEARD THAT!"

Oh, joy.

List of Songs to Love and Worship

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 01:39:04 GMT

***1. Come Sail Away - Styx***
2. Lady - Styx
3. Baba O'Reilly - The Who
***4. You Can't Always Get What You Want - Rolling Stones***
5. I'm Eighteen - Alice Cooper
6. Sunshine of Your Love - Cream
7. Immigrant song - Led Zeppelin
8. Edge of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks
9. Touch Me - The Doors
10. My Brain is Hanging Upside Down - The Ramones
11. Drive My Car - The Beatles
12. Gonna Raise Hell - Cheap Trick
***13. Taking Care of Business - BTO (Bachman-Turner Overdrive)***
14. Just What I Needed - The Cars
15. Let the Good Times Roll - The Cars
16. House of the Rising Sun - CCR
17. I'm One - The Who
18. My Generation - The Who
19. Superfly - Curtis Mayfield
***20 Bad Reputation - Joan Jett***
21. Burning Love - Wynonna
22. Girls With Guitars - Wynonna
23. When Love Starts Talking - Wynonna
24. Friend of the Devil - Grateful Dead
25. Proud Mary - Tina Turner
26. You Might Think - The Cars
27. Seeing Red - Unwritten Law
***28. Son of a Bitch - AC/DC***
***29. Get Over Yourself - Shedaisy***
30. Falling For the First Time - BNL (Barenaked Ladies)
31. We Built This City on Rock and Roll - Bay City Rollers
32. In The Middle of the Night - Billy Joel
***33. Our Lives - The Calling***
34. Let the Good Times Roll - Grateful Dead (one song's by the Cars, one's by the GD. They're both good)
35. Box of Rain - Grateful Dead

*** = If you're not gonna listen to anything else on this playlist of mine, listen to these songs. They're essential.

The running theme?
1. They're songs I love and worship.
2. They're not new songs.
3. They're by amazing artists.

Why?

Because this is what I love listening to.

That so much amazing material existed before my generation was born.

This is not in any particular order. It happened to end up that way, but it's why I always have my playlists set to "play songs in random order".

The genres of what I listed?
-Rock
-Country
-Blues
-Motown
-Alternative
-Alternative Rock
-Hard Rock
-Oldies
-New Age
-Punk Rock
-Rock and Blues

I LIKE rock. And most kids my age don't even know what a motown song is.

Anyway...*throws up hands* I have all these songs and much more downloaded. My application says if I played my songs one after another, I'd have enough material to last me for three straight days. So please, ask me for it. I'll be happy to share my collection. See what you're missing out.

Tinew - Domestic Troubles

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 17:16:05 GMT

*sad smile* Well...Other-Alleh brought Alleh to her cousin's house, tah keep an eye on her. She said it was because Alleh was too stubborn for her own good, and was gonnaget herself mindwiped or killed or somethin' because she'd already pissed off Creator-Daz.

So now Alleh's in the basement, all chained up and the like so she doesn't sneak off and run. She isn't very happeh about this, of course. That, and she's all worried that her friends don't care as much as she does, 'cause Creator-Daz likes speaking the harsh truth and all that. She also isn't thrilled cause she's limited her flying to onleh a few laps around the basement floor. Her and Other-Alleh aren't on speakin' terms.

I've been makin' a few friends around here. ^^ There's lots of creations in the works that Other-ALleh's makin', and she asks my opinion a lot about them. She also lets me feed the horsey out back! ._.;; That horsey is terribly big..And then later I go down and see ALleh, and I'm kinda like a messanger between the two. Other-Alleh says she hates keepin' ALleh locked up, but she was gonna get herself into some sort of trouble annoyin' Creator-Daz and the like.

I think we're gonna go bowling today. Alleh can't come, though, of course. I think she's bein' treated like she did somethin' wrong. She varies between screamin' and cryin' and musin' in silence. Other-Alleh seems depressed about all this, but as she says, 'tis for her own good.

Anyway, I gotta go now, Cousin Erica has her buddy List up so Other-Alleh can't talk to her friends on there. She isn't very happeh about that either, mind.

Ally - No Good Deed

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:25:37 GMT

I feel like screaming. Nausiated, disgusted, infuriated. I've left home, at the request of my creator. Now I only have Tinew with me.

What are Pierre and Y doing? Are they all right? This I don't know. THis is why I feel like screaming. I can't GET to them. But I'll find a way. When I'm stronger, and smarter, and more capable. I WILL see them again, I swear it!

I remember the promise ring I gave to Pierre. I made a promise to myself then, that'd I do everything to protect him from harm. How can I do that when I don't even have access to a portal?

That's why I stole Dad's Book. I've been looking it over. Most of it is incomprehensible, I can barely read the English parts. But I'm looking for a protection spell. For Pierre and Y. Or maybe one that helps to open portals. No luck, though.

This is what I get for being nice, for trying to help, for doing good deeds. It's like that song, where no good deed goes unpunished. Is my punishment never being allowed to see my friends again?

No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
Sure I meant well -
Well, look what well-meant did:
All right, enough, so be it:
So be it then
And all creations in agree
Since I cannot succeed
Pierre, saving you
I promise, no good deed
Will I attempt to do again
Ever again

And we'll see each other soon.

Cecil - A Survey

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 03:46:50 GMT

1. Who are you?
Cecil! Scourge of the Seas, Pirate of the Spanish Main, and Captain of the Silver Cobra

2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you?
a) I be a fearsome pirate!
b) I'm a pirate CAPTAIN, so don't be messin' with me!
c) I have friends..

3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing?
Piratin', pillagin', plunderin', playin' cards, practicing me swordfightin'..

4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time).

Don't like skool. Ain't important.

5. What is your biggest goal for this year?
Well, it WAS tah get a real ship, but I just did that!

6. Where will you be in 5 years?
Don't know...Had hoped to be along with Flint an' the like, attackin' other ships, but..that don't seem to be such a big reality.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>D Ruler of a galaxy!

8. Are you more child-like or childish?
I AM a child..

9. What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Do we HAVE to go home?"

10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now?
"I Won't Grow Up" from the movie Peter Pan..

11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes?
Nuh uh.

12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same?
It got better for a little while..

13. Does time really heal all wounds?
No...It makes it grow worse, but th' pain only grows numb..

14. How do you handle a rainy day?
Put on a poncho and go on piratin'!

15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights?
Losin' me belongin's, of course!

16. How is your relationship with your parents?
....I don't like 'em. An' they don't like me.

Will you miss them when they are gone?
They're gone now, an' I don't care if they miss me, I sure don't miss them

17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
Aye! ...Well, mebbe not...

18. What is the truest thing that you know?
"A good pirate never cries", an' "Not all treasure is silver and gold"

19. What do you want your life to be like, as the future takes clearer shape?
Want it to have more adventures, an' have more friends, an' be able to do what I want.

20. Have you ever been given a second chance?
Nahh. Don't expect it.

21. Are you more of a giver or a taker?
More of a taker, usually. Don't have much to give.

22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart?
Only way to make 'em.

23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you?
Fell an' broke me arm once, a year back.

24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you?
...Happened just recently, had to say goodbye to friends an' a future.

25. Who have you hugged today?
*turns red* Don't think ye oughtah know. Don't think the person I did hug would want ye to know.

26. Who has done something today to show they care about you?
they hugged me...

27. Do you have a lot to learn?
Aye...But I know a lot already!

28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?

A How to fight decently..

B How to play poker.

C How to pull off a good ambush..

29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel?
How they make me feel..then what they do, then what they say.

30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship?
Uh...be loyal, 'nd truthful, 'nd there for th' person.

31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?

A Get a crew and become a feared and infamous pirate captain

B get a bunch of treasure, then bury it an' make a map to th' X.

C Conquer a galaxy

32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?

A Not get captured by th' enemy forces

B Not get stuck in a suit 'nd tie 'nd "respectable occupation"

C Not have to take part or be the victim of a mutiny

33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause?
Freedom to do whatever ye want.

34. What does each decade make you think of:

Can't answer this question: Because I don't care.

35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why?
Care about the here an' now, an' that all the matters

36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song?
uh..."Back in Black" is fun..

37. If you could say any sentence to the president of the USA what would it be?
Scrap politics an' change everythin'!

38. What's your favorite TV channel to watch in the middle of the night?
History.

39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why?
Captain Hook, cuz he be a pirate captain like me!

40. Have you ever been a girl scout/boy scout?
*disgusted look*

41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat?
Take me own ship, of course!

42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night?
...Black's perfect for sneak attacks, an' the blue is to give people somethin' to look at while they're recooperating from the black.

43. What does your name mean?
"Sixth" or "blind"

44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space?
..Can I explore both? If not...Outer space. It's bigger.

45. Word association

What is the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:

Air: Bird

Meat: eat

Different: color

Pink: Ew

Deserve: Want

White: good

Elvis: rock

Cilantro: Who?

Heart: Pound

Clash: Slam

Pulp: Juice

46. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be?
Captain Kidd

47. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous?
...Don't know

48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday?
Pirates of the Caribbean..

49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do?
Me cards...Marbles...sword...an' a crowbar to get out.

Ally (The Creator-Native one) - Because I can't use my DJ

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 04:25:41 GMT

Tinew - Screaming

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 04:46:25 GMT

o.o;;; *looks at the laptop in front of him, then up at Other Alleh* What'm I sposed to do?

Other Alleh: *shrugs, flipping through The Footsteps of God* ...Hey, it says here, that the human mind, in comparison to a computer, can store twelve hundred tetrabytes of memory, equal to the amount of information you'd get if you got the Wall Street Journal every day for six million years...Wow.

Um...Cool?

Alleh: I thought we agreed it was a pointless waste of time to write anything in that journal?

Other Alleh: Much to my surprise, peopl DO actually read the things you guys write. Who'da thought it?

*giggles, waves at Tinew The Second the Goldfishy*

Other Alleh: *looks over at Tinew and Squagie* ...Geezus, they're getting big.

Alleh: Let's eat them!

*shriek* NO!

Alleh: *snickers* Only joking, Tinew.

u.u; Well, it wasn't a very funny joke.

Other Alleh: *seems to be deeply immersed in reading, staring at a single spot on the page of her book*

...So what's goin' on between you and the Creator-Daz?

Other Alleh: *looks up, scowls, rubs eyes* Nothing.

Alleh: ..Yeah, right. *opens up the fish fod container, feeding the gargantuan goldfishies*

Other Alleh: *watches as the two fish begin fighting for food*

...When d'you think I get to see Pur again?

Alleh: Hey, if he gets to see Pur, I get to see Y and Pierre!

Other Alleh: Not gonna happen.

Alleh, Me: Why NOT?!

Other Alleh: ...*looks around, scowls* It just isn't.

Aww, did you guys have another fight again?

Other Alleh: *the fuse that light the powder keg* YEAH, yes, fine! Of course we did! Only I was the one fighting and SHEEEE was the one laughing at me! Because I'm SO DAMNED STUPID and Normal and can't keep my bloody mouth SHUT all the frigging time, if SHE WANTS AN HONEST RELATIONSHIP, she should let me speak my goddamned MIND and...and...*starts crying, snatches a water bottle from the collection of unevenly-filled waterbottles on her desk, gulping the liquid down*

Alleh: *pulls away in disgust* Ah...huh.

*giggles suddenly, even though he knows it's inappropriate* Hey Alleh, did your daddeh come home last night?

Alleh: ...>

Diablo - What to do now? (Now with Quotes)

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 16:00:05 GMT

I call'd the devil, and he came, And with wonder his form did I closely scan; He is not ugly, and is not lame, But really a handsome and charming man. A man in the prime of life is the devil, Obliging, a man of the world, and civil; A diplomatist too, well skill'd in debate, He talks quite glibly of church and state.
Author: Heinrich Heine
Source: Pictures of Travels--The Return Home (no. 37)

...Must be talking about some OTHER Devil. Or one in disguise.

>< I don't know what to do about this Eff thing. I reeeally don't. I have a feeling making peace with the guy isn't going to cut it. But I'm learning to not be too sensitive when Creator-Daz mentions him. It's not a good trait for a devil to have.

It's very strange, I find myself missing Sal and B more often. Or their company, even if Sal IS an evil bitch. But then what am I?

Abashed the Devil stood, And felt how awful goodness is, and saw Virtue in her own shape how lovely; saw And pined his loss.
Author: John Milton
Source: Paradise Lost (bk. IV, l. 846)

...but I HAVE Virtue. Don't I?

"The Devil is not evil insofar as he is an angel but insofar as he is, of his own volition, perverse. Loving himself more than God, he was unwilling to be subject to God, and he grew swollen with pride and forsook the divine essence."

I hate the press. That one's entirely untrue.

1. what's your name? Nicolas Diablo the Third
2. where are you from? The Depths of Hell.
3. what's your favorite vegetable? ..Carrots.
4. does coffee suck? Nope, coffee's all right..
5. who's the most beautiful (by your definition of "beautiful")? Er...Creator-Daz. ...¬¬; What?
7. do you like potatoes? Yes.
8. do you wear make-up? I think you've got the wrong sibling..
9. sweden or norway? Who cares?
10. do you play video games? I'm not very good at them
11. what's your middle name? Don't have one
12. do you have any siblings? Two older brothers
13. do you get along with them? *laughs....just laughs*
14. what's the last cd you bought? Don't buy CDs.
15. what's the best cd you own? See above.
16. what's the worst cd you own? See above.
17. how old are you? Fifty-six
18. what's more important love or life: Oh, love, I guess...Life isn't that important when you can reincarnate.
19. what's your favorite song? That song "Behind Blue Eyes" and "When I Look at You"
20. are you right handed of left? Right.
21. spearmint or peppermint? Spearmint
22. what's the most comfortable pair of shoes you own? The ones Creator-Daz gave me.
23. do you like these surveys? It lets me get my mind off Eff
24. what's your favorite color? Red, and blue
25. what's your favorite fruit? I'm partial to oranges...
26. is pornography gross or entertaining? *eye twitch* I think you can guess.
27. do you believe that there is a God? I've met Him.
28. are you still in school? Never went to skool.
29. does AOL suck? Nah..
30. is punk dead? Of course not!
31. best band in the world is? Hmmn...Tough one. let me get back to you on that.
32. favorite number? Five
33. what's your favorite brand of gum? I can't chew gum...
34. if you could marry anyone in the world, man or woman, celebrity or non-celebrity, living or dead, who would it ...¬¬; My wife again, I guess, if she wasn't so crazy.
35. why? Because I love her. ¬¬; And I can't even talk with her anymore
36. what are your parents' names? Diablo the Second and...Mom.
37. color or colour? Color.
38. what's your favorite kind of music? Rock, R&B
39. do you wear glasses? Nope.
40. did you enjoy your high school experience? Never went to hy skool.
41. who's your favorite comedian? Adam Sandler..
42. who do you wish you could smack in the face? Oh, a bunch of people. Creator-Daz when she's suicidal, Adrian and Cassius, Persephone, Beezlebub for turning n Tobias and Rodell, Sal occasionally..
43. was your childhood enjoyable? AHAHAHA....No. Not at all.
44. what's your favorite kind of cheese? Cheddar's all right.
45. what's your "guilty pleasure" movie? ...That sounds wrong somehow
46. did the 80s suck? O_O! NO!
47. what's your favorite curse word? Damn. ¬¬
48. do you like donuts? Can't eat them
49. do you hate these questions? Some are stupid...
50. do you have any animals? Pets? Nope.

Wow, that filled some time. I'd better get off Creator-Daz's laptop before she wakes up and yels at me. *pats her head a little, small grin* Heh..

Diablo - The Devil's Guide to Raising Children.

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 05:50:09 GMT

>< Things have been rather hectic lately. First of all: I have a daughter. o_o;; Her name's Fei, and she's a combination of mine and Creator-Daz's DNA, brought into the world by Daz's invention. And she's beautiful. ^^;;;

Three kids, now. Three children to take care of when they're sick, to constantly worry about their well-being and to love and take care of. But I have Creator-Daz to help me, so I don't have to feel alone in this.

>.> At all costs I'm keeping my new child from Sal and Adrian's knowledge. Well...Our new child, mine and Creator-Daz's. She reminds me so much of Creator-Daz, but chooses to follow me around. ^^;; Is there anything else in the world to make this devil feel more special? Not that I've found.

Zack and Fei didn't exactly get along. Perhaps too much of an age difference.

I'm wary about anything that Sal's plotting. It can't be anything even slightly merciful, judging from what she did to B...

Poor B. I must have confused the hell out of the guy.

I also have a temporary alliance with Daz and En, mostly made to protect En from Sal.

Sal's quite the adversary though, and with Adrian, Cassius, and Jenadaia at her beckoning call, there's no telling what she can do..

Diablo - Betrayal

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 13:35:53 GMT

No no, I'm still at skool with Creator-Daz. I'm trying her mental-typing technique.

I don't know what I've become. All these events with Adrian and finding my sons and developing a rather strong friendship with Creator-Daz, it's turned me into a different person...Different devil...whatever.

What's currently haunting me is B right now. It was one thing to betray Sal, but quite another to do so with B, who didn't even do anything...>< to put it plainly, I feel sick. SIcker than I did yesterday because of this cramping feeling in my stomach and I can't help but wonder if this is what it's like to lose someone forever.

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE

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>>;;; Somewhat right on a radical scale. I don't know what I desire anyway...

Suicide! (and you know it, so... dont u have
something to do?)

Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!)
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....>< Why in the hell did I choose a Dramatic Death quiz?!

As for "How many times do you get to lie before you become a liar?", I say one.

"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, not the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship."

I'm not going to stop thinking about this, am I? I need time alone to think...Perhaps crawl into Creator-Daz's skool bag and wait for the day to be over with. It's like that feeling where I just want to close myh eyes and just die, though it's impossible. One of those things to make a person throw themselves in the Portal of Temporal Nonexistence..

It's like that age-old saying, how you never know how much you care about something til it's gone. I didn't have to betray B, I could've found another way....

Malvolio - Fuck you

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 13:46:49 GMT

*still rather twitchy with fury*

Damned cowboy comes into MY kitchen even when I've told him COUNTLESS TIMES not to, and he still doesn't listen! >.>; I was planning on making a little rabbit stew, but I was wondering if that would count as cannibalism and also Creator tackled me before I could get a chance and locked me in the garage for three hours. -.-

It's been a while since I've seen her. I wonder how she is...If she's okay...

>0!!! None of your damned business!

Haven't spoken to Creator-Daz in a milennia, but I think about her a lot. She used to think I was all right, I suppose.

The cowboy and the hare are still in rather critical condition, or so Creator tells me. Either way, they're not waking up any time soon. >] So that's one good thing.

Wonder how Aereous is doing. Closest thing I'd probably ever get to a friend.

Ally - The Kat in the Hat is Back

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 06:17:07 GMT

Creator used that title, even though neither of the Kats WEAR a hat...Oh, right. o_O; Well, they've returned. ^^; I missed them very much, but this'll probably be one of the last times me or Creator mention them, whether journal or otherwise. Is it because Creator Daz gets mad or jealous or whatever? Probably...Hope this doesn't turn out to be a problem.

I think Pierre and Y would like the Kats and their sisters. Well..moreso Y than Pierre. The Kats were my best friends before I even met Pierre. Well, one of them, at least. And their sisters and mom were like a second family. ^^;; Almost became my family one time.

We're tellin' each other what's been going on lately. I don't mention the Misfits. I haven't really been told NOT to talk about them, but I suppose the less attention paid, the better. o_O; The Kats has the craziest adventures. Last time they went away, they found the Bigfeet village! This time I think they got pigeons. Why would anyone want them anyway? I've seen them in New YOrk City, they're really dirty..

Yes, okay, stopping, even though there's lots of memories that come to mind right now..

Who decided there had to be eight nights of Chanukah? Still stuck at my dad's house party in RP, though my cousin Lysander told me a demon was here who matches DIng's description. Why was Ding here..?

Eh, still not a Misfit yet. Surprise surprise. But still hoping. With the Kats coming back and all, things seem a little brighter in a way. Anyways, I'm going to try to go to sleep, at least to satisfy Tinew's begging.

Adrian - The board is set, and the pieces are moving

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 18:50:50 GMT

o.- *polishes his walking stick* To borrow a line from a movie worth seeing.

Things are getting quite interesting. I believe this is the first time my brother Cassius and I have ventured 'in-character' under this Creator. Even more interesting, while I was taking over Hell, I found this boy who resembles darling little Nicky. The spitting image, you might say. His file says 'Bartholomew' but by the looks of him, I'm willing to bet the boy doesn't go by that ridiculous title.

I'll have to find out who he is. I'm willing to gues that he's my baby brother's offspring. >] Yes, I could use that to my advantage. Use him as bait, turn him against his 'daddy'. o.o...>] Yes, this could work.

Cassius and I will have to move soon. It is raining and the basement is liable to flood. o.- Nicky, when I catch up to you, you'll wish you had never been spawned out of Hell.

Threats, from me? Yes, when I feel so inclined. Though I prefer the more subtle methods of trickery and deceit, especially to overly-trusting demons..

Oh, the Creator girl seems to be trying to communicate. o.- I will attempt to translate in a richer vocabulary...Ah, it seems she wishes for me to take a quiz, since this would be my first journal entry. *sigh* I will comply for now, and only because there is nothing better to accomplish right now.

[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? If the mood calls for it.
xx.What makes you sigh? Oh, life, the universe, younger sibling stupidity...
xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? o.- I find feeling sorry for myself is a ridiculous emotion.
xx.Who or what always brings you down? Living as a quirrel can be quite depressing.
xx.Do you wear glasses? No, I do no.
xx.What frightens you? Nothing at all. Don't be stupid.
xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? Yes, to keep warm in this horrible climate.
xx.What makes you tick? Ticked off? Little Nicky.
xx.How many times has your heart been broken? I don't believe I HAVE a heart.
xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? I do not know what you're talking about.

[PUNK].
xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law! *laughs shrilly* Oh, you ARE joking, I hope? Too many times to COUNT.
xx.What or who pisses you off? Nicky, Cassius on occasion, my non-existant father, small, whiny demons.
xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? o.- Date?
xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? Breaking things, especially willpower, is entertaining.
xx.The Clash or The Ramones? -.o; The Clash, if you MUST know.
xx.What do you think about Anarchy? Complete anarchy is the chosen way of myy Hell. >] Or it soon will be.
xx.Tell me about a prank you played! Ah...One time I got little Nicky drunk and he kissed a moose's ass. >] That was funny.
xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? o.- I happen to drink a lot.
xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place?! Hell? Once.
xx.Are you in trouble all the time? In trouble with WHO, I ask you?

.[GOTH].
xx.Do you want to die? Seeing as how I was never alive to begin with, I find that question unanswerable.
xx.What do you think about graveyards? They're a nice place to go, think, and...raise the dead.
xx.Do you write poetry often? No.
xx.How much black clothing do you own? Quite a lot, though as a squirrel I had no use for it.
xx.What type of makeup do you wear? O_O; WHO TOLD YOU I WEAR MAKE-UP?! *cough* Uh....heh...Never you mind. ¬¬
xx.What do you think about pain? *laughs* Well, I do love to inflict it upon others..
xx.Masochism or sadism? Sadism without a doubt.
xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? It can all go to Hell. >] Literally.
xx.Do you cry often? *laughs....laughs*
xx.What do you think about vampires? They make powerful allies.

.[METAL].
xx.How messy are you in general? I'm quite organized, actually.
xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? No. It doesn't help and only makes you dumber.
xx.What do you think of mullets? Mullets..?
xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? Possibly when I was nine, or maybe even younger.
xx.Do you go to concerts often? No.
xx.What bands rock your pants off? o.- I don't much like music.
xx.What do you think about violence? The more the better!
xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? >> Everyone. Especially stupid people
xx.Worship Satan or practice black magic? If I worshiped DIABLO, I'd have to throw myself into the portal of the Realm of temporal nonexistence. *shudder*
xx.How wild are you in general? o.- Not very wild. I DO need to think straight.

.[GRUNGE].
xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now? Yes, in fact.
xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway? I don't do the laundry. ¬¬
xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? I've never worn a flannel shirt in my life.
xx.When was the last time you showered? Never.
xx.Do you speak clearly? IS. THIS. CLEAR. ENOUGH. FOR. YOU?
xx.Are you a lazy person? No.
xx.Do you play any instruments? No.
xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? Life. The Universe. And Nicky.
xx.Empathy or Sympathy? Empathy. o.-
xx.What do you think about Nirvana? Don't know and I don't wish to.

.[INDIE].
xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? Possibly my relation to the Devil? And my charming looks and accent.
xx.Who or what makes you bitter? The fact that my little baby brother has managed to hold his throne for so damn long.
xx.What was the last big decision you made? What time I should try to retake Hell.
xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? *laughs* Hardly
xx.What do you think about conformity? Oh, anti conformity. Most everyone in this house is a nonconformist, I believe. So does that mean we're all conforming?
xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? I'm sure you'll find me quite ambitious.
xx.What do you resent? My father and Nicky. o.-
xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? I've been told I'm vain and cruel and sadistic and manipulating and devious and sly...And, well, you get the idea.
xx.Do you trust others? I trust no one but myself.
xx.Are you a loyal friend? Of course not. >]

(Pop and Rap sections omitted because they were beyond idiotic)

That did take up a lot of time, didn't it? Well, beter go kick someone out of a warm spot upstairs.

Bitz - an Introduction

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 04:59:11 GMT

o_O; Hello...My name's Bitz. Probly never heard of me before, I only just came through this universe recently. Still a bit comfused on how things worked out there, but it's not as if anyone is volunteering information.

See, I don't get my life. One day I'm a *coughnormalcough* guy making house calls to pointlessly check people's cable lines and the next I'm being held captive with Hirsh (my...er...girlfriend) by this group of extrodinary Earth children, and then the day after I somehow get transported hundreds of miles away with no warning to a house in the midst of a freezing climate with a girl called 'Creator Ally' apologizing profusely to Hirsh and me and trying to get us to eat something.

Universes work in mysterious ways.

Hirsh and me are okay, though. Got away before the crazy kids could do TOO much harm. I was especially worried because...er, well, I'd better not say it here, in case I'm being monitered.

Funny thing is, nobody seems to mind here that Hirsh and me are aliens. In fact, I might have seen an Irken or two actually hanging around here! They don't dress like Invaders, though. And they seem to be a lot nicer than the Irkens I've met in my day...

Hirsh is stressed out. She's wondering what will happen to us, if we're safe here. I'd like to reassure her, but from the snippits of conversation I've heard around here, I don't think it's a good thing to hope for.

I keep her away from the other residents. We don't know anything about them yet, be they friendly or hostile. She stays in our make-shift den while I go out a few times a day to ask for food, and usually I recieve it, but sometimes the people here are too busy or rude and I daren't try to look for anything myself in case of starting an argument. My people are passive, and I suppose I'm no exception.

I don't know how long we'll stay here, but I think either till the cold season ends or we can build a ship to fly out of here and look for someplace more isolated. But this Creator Ally girl alarms me,talks as if we cannot escape from here. Is this true?
I'll have to keep a continuing documentary here.

My people don't much like the cold. Our environment is mostly hot and moist, such as swamps and things. But we'll be able to manage with enough blankets, and each other's bodies (mine and Hirsh). Usually a clan huddles together in the rare cold seasons, ten or fifteen or more to a small group.

I think we're a species mutated from Irkens a long time ago. We can stand most weather conditions that could be considered fatal to the Irken soldier, but still they call us inferior. We are not so different, but they refuse to see that. There are not so many of us left now, the children of our future generation killed or enslaved or jailed. Maybe ten thousand or so in the galaxy. We are a dying race.

This talk is depressing. I must go check on Hirsh, see if she's all right...

Lee and Hester - Snow

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 05:50:49 GMT

o.o; Too bad we didn't get to spend time with Daz and Dib on their birthdays, eh girl?

o.- Stupid twitching fellow who ran off with MY FISH

*I* caught it. You just...knocked it into submission.

o.-; Put up a hard fight, too.

*scratches his head* Well, the kitchen seems to be empty now. Wonder where Mr. Malvolio went?

To Creator Daz's.

How d'you know THAT?

Where else would he go?

...Yes, I see your point....*waves* Er...Happy Birthday, Daz and Dib.

><; I hate getting older.

Why?

My fur is turning gray. And my joints are stiffer.

*snerk* Oh.

Ally - The It.

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 02:48:32 GMT

*watching police officers blow up a microwave with a carborater, snerk* Stupidity at its greatest.

....What the hell is a torture scientist doing over here?! I asked Creator and she said not to bug her about him because she was pretending he wasn't here. u.u; This better not be a 'permanent' resident....Dammit, think I just jinxed myself. ><

Augh, the 'it' subject has come up in RP once more. For the record: THIS girl is FEMALE, who accepts the pronouns 'her' or 'she'. It's not exactly brain surgery, some people just don't WANT to get it right, even if they ARE three-foot-high crazies who...dress like Y. o_o;;; What kind of place IS that?!

Santa. >0; He's got a lot of explaining to do when he meets me, is all I'm sayin'.

o.o; Y'know, I have this really cool idea about equality and stuff. If everyone was the same species, Irken or human or whatever, there'd be no racism, right? So many, if I had this one ultimate wish (I'd say wish it for Pierre to be safe, but that's never going to happen in a million years..) then I'd wish for everyone in existence to be Irken-human hybrids, like me...but just for 24 hours or so. o.o; It might drive people insane unnecessarily or something. :D Interesting to see how some people'd react, though...And if I had a SECOND ultimate wish, then I'd want to be human. u.u; At this point, I don't care about being 'special' or whatever else excuse I've used to explain away this heritage. Sometimes I just want to at least FEEL normal. Creator says normality is overrated, but how would I know that if technically I've never BEEN normal?

01.Name: Ally
02.Gender: Female. (See? Not 'nothing', not an it. o.o)
03.AKA: Er...Don't really have a nickname.
04.Zodiac Sign: Virgo
05.Birth date: September 12th
06.Height: 4'9''.

Favourites.
07.Color: Blue, green, and orange.
08.Color to wear: Blue and black are nice.
09.Number: Eight.
10.Piece of clothing: Hooded jacket, vest.
11.Quote: "Gods and watermellons.." "Until you become a mom, you will never fully understand and realize how many dangers there are in the world!"

Random.
13.Do you have b/f or g/f: *laughs....just laughs*
14.Sexuality: o.o; Heterosexual...? *shrug*
15.Your sexiest feature: >< No comment
16.Largest age difference between you and a partner: Partner...? What, like a partner in schemes and adventures? Guess Y, probably, about 7 1/2 years difference

Last Time You.
17.Showered: Certainly not with water..
18.Danced: :D Like about five minutes ago.
19.Smiled: An hour or so, when I got Creator in the face with a handful of frosting.
20.Laughed: Not...sure..
21.Phone call: Last time I was RPed with. Dad called.
22.Who was it: My dad. o.o'

Which is Better.
23.Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset, definitely.
24.Sweet or Sour?: depends. Sour if it's the sour patch watermellon things or blow pops, sweet with everything else.
25.Old or New?: Depends on what you're talking about.
26.Hot or cold?: Cold.
27.Coke or Pepsi?: Coke.
28.Soft or Hard?: Soft...?
29.Yesterday or Tomorrow?: Tomorrow. Yesterday is either boring or painful.
30.Red or Blue?: Blue.
31.Fast or Slow?: Fast.
32.Blind or Deaf?: *wince* I'd be blind rather than deaf. Don't like the idea of missing out on music.
33.Open or Closed?: May the doors and windows always be open..
34.Bath or Shower?: Shower, if I had to choose.
35.Black or White?: Black.
36.Ocean or Forest?: Forest, always.
37.Dogs or Cats?: Cats.
38.Day or Night?: Night.
39.Cremation or Burial?: Cremation. o_o; Why would you ask THAT?
40.Even or odd?: Evens.
41.City or Countryside?: Big city, preferably New York.
42.Vanilla or Chocolate?: Vanilla.
43.Sun or Rain?: Sun! Sun! o__o;;
44.Pen or Pencil?: Pencil
45.Summer or Winter?: Winter. Snow is fun...but painful...but still fun!
46.Destiny or Choice?: Choice. I've had enough of destiny.
47.Alone or Together?: Together. PLEASE.
48.Silver or Gold?: Silver.

Yes or No.
49.You keep a diary: This..live journal thing.
50.You sketch or do things while on the phone: I'm not on the phone all that much.
51.You have a secret: Plenty.
52.You snore: No.
53.You procrastinate: Yeah.
54.You fold your underwear: o_O;;; Er...
55.You talk in your sleep: On occasion. I don't sleep as much as I used to though.
56.You eat fast: If I'm in a hurry.
57.When the alarm goes off you immediately get up: I don't have an alarm. I don't have a schedule to keep to, which is nice.
58.You enjoy being photographed: No, not really.

More Basics.
59.Birthstone: *frowns* Don't know
60.Right or Left Handed?: Both.
61.Spouse or Significant Other: Don't have one.
62.Parents -- married, divorced: One dead, one single.
63.Hobbies: Violin, DNA experimenting, flying, chess.
64.Eating Habits: I really have to stop drinking so much blood..
65.Favorite candy: Reese's!
66.Favorite ice cream: Mint chocolate chip is good.

*yawns tiredly* Wonder how Pierre and Y are doing...Quite frustrating to be so far away from your friends, isn't it, and not knowing if they're hurt? I think so.

Ezra - Moronic people...

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 13:55:21 GMT

u.u; I'm in Creator's skool right now. She's in art. But not doing anything because she finished projects on time and the art teacher has to gather up materials for the next project for a couple of days, so...right...

*waves away the eyes of the annoying Creator-friend-girl Nicole*
Nicole: *pointing to her computer* :D I've got mail!
u.u; Right...

*stares as One Week comes on the radio and Creator and Nicole-girl start dancing and singing (off-key)*

Creator: ^___^ Can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad? Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad. I'm the kinda guy who laughs in a funeral can't understand what you mean: but you mean well.

*smacks forehead* *stares at the new song on the radio* This is interesting...I think it's from that play Hairspray...

TRACY
You cant stop an avalanche
As it races down the hill
You can try to stop the seasons, girl
But ya know you never will
And you can try to stop my dancin' feet

But i just cannot stand still
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

TRACY & LINK
'Cause you can't stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why

And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

(Penny appears onstage transformed into a hot teenage tigress.)

TRACY
What do ya' have to say, Penny?

PENNY
I am now a checkerboard chick!
You can't stop a river
As it rushes to the sea
You can try and stop the hands of time
But ya know it just can't be
And if they try to stop us, seaweed,
I'll call the n - double-a - ñ - p!
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round.

SEAWEED
'Round and 'round

PENNY
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound

SEAWEED
Speed of sound

PENNY
I was lost till i heard the drums
Then i found my way

PENNY & SEAWEED
'Cause you can't stop the beat

PENNY & SEAWEED, TRACY & LINK
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But they cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you cant stop the beat!

EDNA
Tracy, I have a little something
I'd like to add, if you don't mind.
You cant stop my happiness
'Cause i like the way i am
And you just can't stop my knife and fork
When i see a christmas ham
So if you don't like the way i look
Well, i |ust don't give a damn!

EDNA & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way

EDNA & WILBUR & COMPANY
'Cause you cant stop the beat

Ever since this old world began
A woman found out if she shook it
She could shake up a man
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
The best that i can today

'Cause you cant stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the sun in the sky
You can wonder if you wanna
But i never ask why
And if you try to hold me down
I'm gonna spit in your eye and say
That you cant stop the beat!

EDNA
Wilbur, be a dear and get me my
oxygen... NOW!

MOTORMOUTH (to Velma)
Step aside, Miss Buttercup... it's
time to wrap this mutha' up!
Oh, oh, oh,
You can't stop today

ENSEMBLE
...No!

MOTORMOUTH
As it comes speeding down the track

ENSEMBLE
Oîí îîí îîí, child, yes

MOTORMOUTH
Child, yesterday is hist'ry

ENSEMBLE
Be gone!

MOTORMOUTH
And it's never coming back

ENSEMBLE
Look ahead

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause tomorrow is a brand new day

MOTORMOUTH
And it don't know white from black

ENSEMBLE
Yeah!

MOTORMOUTH & ENSEMBLE
'Cause the world keeps spinning
'Round and 'round
And my heart's keeping time
To the speed of sound
I was lost til i heard the drums
Then i found my way
'Cause you cant stop the beat

ALL
Ever since we first saw the light
A man and woman liked to shake it
On a saturday night
And so i'm gonna shake and shimmy it
With all my might today
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop ths paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
You can't stop the beat!

Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah
Aah, aah, aah

Come on, you von tussles
Go on, shake your fanny muscles

VELMA & AMBER
We can't!

ALL
Yes, you can!

VELMA & AMBER
No, we can't!

ALL
Yes, you can!

VEIMA & AMBER
Yes, we can...!!!

ALL
You can't stop the beat

VELMA & AMBER
Ever since we first saw the sun
It seems von tussle girls are always
Tryin' to please someone
But now we're gonna shake and shimmy it
And have some fun
Today!

ALL
'Cause you can't stop
The motion of the ocean
Or the rain from above
They can try to stop the paradise
We're dreaming of
But you cannot stop the rhythm
Of two hearts in love to stay
'Cause you can't stop the beat!
You can't stop the beat!!
You can't stop the beat!!!

o_O; It...bounces.

>0; What the hell's the matter with my sister? She's excreting BLOOD. u.u; I'll look it up later. If she's got some kind of disease I'd prefer her to keep it away from me.

There's this disturbing human scientist leering over me, never giving anyone a moment's time to think. >0; It pisses me off. *looks around for something to throw* Does he not take HINTS?

Creator: *loudly* Well, your brother's bound and gagged, and they've chained him to a chair! Won't you please come to CHicago just to sing?

...

Ally

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 02:19:12 GMT

*rubs her eyes* u.u; Nyeh. I'm not tired. Nope.

*yawns*

><;;;; But I CAN'T fall asleep!! That...freaky guy with the glove'll get me..o__o;;

*kicks legs back and forth* ><; I miss Pierre, and Y, and Dormy, and Rachel and Chloe and that new girl Cohra....Geez, all of the people I like are on the other side of the screen.

....How is it that everyone fits so snugly into categories? I mean....Y is (or rather, was) a torture scientist, one of twenty-six, there are the Wonderland Wanderers, the paranormal Misfits, Irkens, humans, demons...

I don't know anybody of the same SPECIES as me.

So where the hell do I belong? I have no idea, actually. Maybe that's why I want to be a Misfit so much, so I can feel like I belong somewhere...

This is stupid. And depressive. I have better things to think about than whining about not belong. Like how the heck I'm going to get Pierre and me out of wherever we were in IC. Us, Cohra, Sunny, and that little kid Dwindle and his daemon. He's a sweet kid..

....I'm going to go play violin..

Ally - FUN FUN FUN SUGAR HIIIGH!!

Fri, 31 Oct 2003 23:26:43 GMT

@_____@ CANDYCANDYCANDY!!!

*few deep breaths* ....I'm okay! ^__^

*falls off the chair laughing*

*shakes head a few times* o__o Wow. My head hurts. But I had fun! And got lots of candy! That's the important thing...

I was...Merry Brandebuck! o.o;; But I wore Creator's Ring necklace and pretended Merry had gone evil and had stolen the ring from Frodo. It was kinda odd...

But then my costume was RUINED by Ez as soon as I stepped out of the house! >0;; All he was was this big pool of blood. Not cool at all..

The Twitch person was...Elvis. *snerk* Think Creator had something to do with that one. He stayed at home to watch the dogs and give out candy. He made brownies. o.o; Mmn..

Tinew was Pikachu. He was ANNOYING. He kept following and going "Pika pika pika CHU!" Till I kicked him to make him stop. u.u; And Danny took Tinew's costume and was Tigger.

Dad came too. o_O Surprising. He was an executioner from the French revolution. ^_^ It was funny.

Tammith was a spider and her sis Ruth was a bat. o.o They looked cool together.

Lee and Hester came, Lee as the Twitch and Hester was a demon dog. o_o; She couldn't get the horns to stay on though.

The Pax demon was Spiderman. Heh...

>< Dad and Ezra soaked me through in shaving cream and eggs. I feel gross. Then Elvis came out of his kitchen and scream-stuttered that he didn't have any extra eggs and we'd better not throw any more.

The actual trick-or-treating was awesome. o_O Everyone got tired really fast from running around a lot and trying to avoid the silly string and the idiots on Vega. Gods, they were like a PACK! o__o;; As for the Creator-Universe natives, it was Creator, her Bro, Nina and Kayla and Kayla's friend Danielle. Not very exciting..

We had to turn in all our candy for 'checking'. u.u; Creator's mom is paranoid like that, she always thinks people are gonna poison the candy or put in needles or something like that. Stupid, but hey, it can't hurt..

O___O OOH, CANDY! *grabs*

o.o; Wonder how Pierre and Y and the other Misfits are doin'. ^.^ Hope they're havin' fun! *waves* o_O Ezra and me are gonna walk to a haunted house now, so later days...

Tammith - Skool is 'cool'

Thu, 30 Oct 2003 13:37:58 GMT

*blinks up at the title prase* Cliched beyond all reasoning. I can do better..

Hello, I'm Tammith. You probably don't know me, but I've been here a while. This is the only place where you'll hear me speak, however. First of all, I'm Irken, and usually stay out of sight of other aliens. Second, I'm mute. o.o; I'm told this makes me a good listener. I suppose so..

I observe things. I've watched from this side of the screen till this role-play thing makes sense to me. While it is very enlightening, it also gives me many more reasons to fear for my being.

My own Creator is a very strange person. She changes moods fairly quickly in skool, and is not good at all in this Earth language called Spanish. I think it's strange how one tiny planet can have so many languages. It would be much easier to ave one uniform language, like Irk does.

Oh, yes...Well, allow me to give you an example of an essay the Creator person wrote on a Spanish test yesterday, translated:

"Hello, Mr or Mrs! I am having a party for the Day of the Dead! I would like it very much if you would attend. Here are the directions to my house: Go straight down the road to the fountain. STOP. Turn around and go back. Turn right, then turn left. Go up Red Avenue and go down Blue Avenue while singing loudly. Forget what I just said and take a bus."

o.-; It is a very strange paragraph, isn't it?

Lee & Hester - Parental responsibility

Wed, 29 Oct 2003 13:39:01 GMT

*choked sob, hugs his empty bottle* It's all my fault...I should have just kept my mouth SHUT and maybe Daz would still be alive..

I don't doubt THAT, but maybe it was better for the end to come quick rather than see her suffer more..

Did you hear her SCREAMING, Hester?! I know you were did, you tried not to listen but you could hear too...How can you just excuse that all away? Daz was in pain and we just sat around doing nothing..

Doing nothing was about the only thing we could have done at the moment, you know.

No more doing nothing.

That's why you killed us?

You allowed me to. You stretched out your neck and told me to crush it.

I know. Just trying to get a rise out of you. You've changed, Lee.

If I've changed, then you've DEFINITELY changed.

How's about we've both changed? We ARE technically two parts of the same person.

WHo cares if we've changed or not? I'm not going to rest till Daz and Dib are both safe in my arms..

Good luck with that happening. And why do you insist on drinking away your problems? I should think we both need a clear head for this sort of parenting.

*tears roll down his cheeks* I know, I know...I just...

Dammit Lee, pull yourself together. Nobody's gonna benefit from you crying your eyes out.

Yes....yeah, you're right.

We'll find 'em, Lee. They'll be all right. They're tough kids.

They're still KIDS though. And probably hurt, too...

You know what? We left Dib alive in that dark place

I'm coming back to get him! We'll just get Daz first

Dib needs our help more, I think.

It's easier to get to Daz first. Besides, she'll be alone in Hell, and hurt. They're both in rotten situations.

*paws the bottle away* OH no, don't you dare start drinking again. I swear Lee, I'm gonna give you such a yellin' when this is over...

I don't think it'll EVER end.

Well, that's optomistic.

Seems the roles have reversed.

Malvolio - Damn Texans

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 00:20:58 GMT

u.u;;; What IS it with that STUPID cowboy coming in with his rabbit all the time into MY kitchen and attempting to relieve me of my necessary ingredients?!

Of course I'm bitter. I have a right to be if I want to.

Today was the beginning of Ramadan. For the non-Muslims out there, all that means to you is that I won't be eating for a month. I didn't eat much in the first place, so this isn't exactly a challenge.

Things are normal, or as normal as they probably ever WILL be with all the freaks sauntering about. But still...the atmosphere feels different, like the calm before a storm. DOn't ask me to explain, I don't know very much myself...

Diablo - Questioning Existence

Wed, 22 Oct 2003 03:36:48 GMT

*scowls in destestment at the computer he's using in Hell* u.u; Poofed myself here from Creator Daz's room. I'll be back after I'm done here.

Anyhow, I was just sitting on the floor as usual, when I get smacked by this horrid flow of...EMOTIONS. >0; Emotions, feelings the whole deal. at first I was going to yell at Creator Daz at what the hell she was doing to me, but then I realized these feelings must be coming from my own Creator. o.-; I honestly don't know WHY, but I do have a guess.

My Creator's emotions change about every second or two, and her mind is this huge ball of string with many loose ends. o.- At least, that's how I percieve it. So I suppose for whatever reason, she was broadcasting some of these tangents off to her characters. One line of thought got to me, though.

"I don't feel as though my characters are truly, truly real, and until I can manage that, they'll never become what I meant them to be all along."

The hell's THAT supposed to mean?! She doesn't think I'm real? I should be the one to know if I'm real or not! >0;;; ...u.u; Hmmnph. I always did have a feeling that she shyed away from me somewhat, hardly telling me apart from any other, less superior characters. I wonder if that's how other creations of hers feel...

>0 Ah. I've got it. Perhaps she doesn't feel I'm real to her because she doesn't know as much about me as she should. I will fill in this survey thing to aid her. u.u;

The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: *laugh* No.
02. Bought something: that...churros thing...or was that 72 hours ago? And it wasn't as though I PAID.
03. Gotten sick: >0; Of the damned emotion wave.
04. Sang: *snicker* I've never sang in my life.
05. Eaten: Yep. These turtle eggs I found..
06. Been kissed: *laughter*
07. Felt stupid: >0; When Creator Daz pets me. I wonder why I put up with it and if I am stupid to do so.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: u.u; Hardly.
09. Met someone new: Probably not...Oh, these strange people in a mall, but they didn't see me and it was only for about two minutes.
10. Moved on: To WHAT? o_O Well..I moved on to the afterlife just now..
11. Talk to an ex: o.-; relationships? Not for me.
12. Missed an ex: See above.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: *scowl* No comment.
14. Had a serious talk: With myself, just now.
15. Missed someone >0; Yes, actually
16. Hugged someone: Creator Daz hugged ME...Or was that petting?
17. Fought with your parents: What parents?
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: o.-; I could hook up with anybody I wanted...I just don't want to. >0 rest assured though, no one can resist my natural charms.

Social Life
01. Best girl friend: Girl-who-is-a-friend? Can't say I've HAD any friends, but if we were talking close acquaintences, I suppose Creator Daz, and perhaps that crazy woman, Sal. She disturbs me.
02. Best boy friend: >0; Scientist B is the closest I'd consider to an actual friend, him and that Misfit Tobias whho returned my throne to me. That other torture scientist with the hat is amusing.
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: *blinks* Well, sometimes I'll take a sex partner to populate the Earth planet with more demons. o.- But I've never gotten close to 'loving' something.
04. If no, current dating partner: Isn't that...Nearly the same question as before?
05. Hobbies: Torture, ruling Hell, chess
06. Pager: What?
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: >] Oh, center of attention without a doubt.
08. What type automobile do you drive: Don't need to drive: Teleportation.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: >0; None.
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: Neither, actually.
11. Where is the best hangout: Er...Creator Daz's place?
12. Do you have a job: Ruler of all Hell and Lord of Terror, thank you very much.
13. Do you attend church: *hysterical laughter*
14. Do you like being around people: Depends on what people.

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: Technically? My Creator, but if we were talking RP time, I suppose the demon Countess.
02. Do you argue the most with: Creator Daz, usually. o.- Though I do most of the arguing and she does the petting.
03. Do you always get along with: Nobody, really.
04. Is the most trustworthy: Myself.
05. Makes you laugh the most: The torture scientist in the jingle-bell hat. 0o;
06. Has been there through all the hard times: >0; Well, since I've only had one seriously hard time (when my throne was stolen) I suppose that infernal creature Ding would count.
07. Has the coolest parents: Don't know, and I couldn't care less.
08. Has the scariest siblings: Probably Creator Daz, but she has the freakiest family in general. *visible shudder*
09. Is the most blunt: Possibly my own Creator. 0o;
10. Is the smartest: I'll say Daz, the cunning little devil girl. >0;

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: u.u; No one.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: Water, elemental powers I cannot take, people with tazers, sarcastic people.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Didn't you ask that before?
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: >0; No.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Yeah, ones that have elemental powers. 0o; But only so I can steal them for my own power and..>< never mind.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): If I had any best friends, I wouldn't exactly have trouble lying to them, or anyone else for that matter.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Well...DUH.
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped? e.o If I was in a relationship, I'd be the 'dumper'...>0 That sounds disgusting.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": u.u; Hook-ups are more my thing.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: Daz, for one. >0; Grr..
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: >0; No.
12. Do you want to get married: *laugh* Demons don't GET married.
13. Do you want kids: >0; Evidently I've got 'kids' all over the planet. I'm just the sperm donor of a million species.
14. Do you believe in psychics: Of course. I've seen a few.
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: I told you, I'm not getting married.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: My tail. X]
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: *shrugs*
18. Are you happy with you: o.-; *shrugs* I..don't really have a PROBLEM with me..
19. Are you happy with your life: It could be better, I suppose, but It could be a great deal worse as well.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: To have Daz squirming in my grasp. >]

Current:
[ Current Clothes ] I don't really wear clothes in most forms, but right now I'm wearing my hooded brown robe.
[ Current Mood ] Lethargic and thoughtful.
[ Current Music ] Highway to Hell, of course.
[ Current Taste ] Dry parched-ness. I haven't drank blood lately.
[ Current Make-up ] Make-up? o.-
[ Current Hair ] Don't have any hair. e.o I have two horns though.
[ Current Annoyance ] My Creator..
[ Current Smell ] Fire and brimstone
[ Current Desktop Picture ] o.-; A little music group called the Beatles
[ Current Favorite Artist ] Music or drawing? I always liked Keith Haring..
[ Current Favorite Group ] o.- group of demons, I suppose...
[ Current Book you're reading ] the His Dark Materia;s trilogy for the upteenth time.
[ Current CD in CD Player ] Don't own a CD player..
[ Current DVD in player ] See above
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] *stare* You can't be serious...
[ Current Refreshment ] None thus far. WAITER! *mock waving*
[ Current Worry ] If I'll get my throne taken over again..

Ally - Three Cheers for Uploading the Journal...

Sun, 19 Oct 2003 10:51:44 GMT

0o; Yeah...

Creator's sound asleep right now. It is...6:14, 6:12 on the computer clock. I can hear her Dad snoring loudly in the next room over, and listen to the night wind rattle against the windows. Dawn has yet to be broken. The loudest sound by far is the clicking of the keys on the keyboard as I type and the dull hum of the computer itself.

So far the only people awake are me, the Twitch (the Twitch is ALWAYS awake, cooking something. Creator made him promise only to make quiet things like salad and not use the oven or microwave from eleven to eight) and Tammith. But with Tammith, you hardly know she's there at all. Seems to understand everything you have to tell her though, whether in English or in Irken.

Of the sixty-something people (fifteen of which are Creator Daz and the screen names of her characters), nobody is online. I'm not surprised.

We went to the library yesterday. Creator always gets about a zillion books, cuz she only goes like once every three weeks, unless she has a research paper to do (which she did, in art restoration, but they were having a book sale too). Besides about a million Animorphs and UFO books and Star Wars, she also got this weird little book of poems.

It's always about the same two people, the author's grandparents, but sometimes it will have parts of the author's father in it. The grandpa is really nasty and mean and won't feed his kids when they visit him, even when they're staying the night, but what the author wrote about a million and a half times was his creepy glass eye. You'd think one or two poems would suffice, but all the author does is say the same damn thing over and over again.

Gods, I'm tired. But if I fall asleep, I might be in that insane real-nightmare place. Now THAT was scary...We escaped, though. Me and Sebastian and Pierre, with a little help from Y, but...gods, I'm never going to forget THAT anytime soon...

I tried writing a poem earlier. It's kinda bad, so if you don't want to read it you can just skip over..

whenever I see you,
Your face is shining with tears
As into reality
Come your own worst, true fears

You stutter and shake
And tremble so madly
Like a miniature earthquake
Or a puppet, strung up badly

Your hands, you once treasured
With passion and love
Are now seperate from your being
In a pool of your blood.

You don't want any help
You don't want to be saved
All you want is to lie quietly
In a cold, unmarked grave.

That Creator did this to you,
That monster, the beast!
Enjoying your screams
In her bloody angst feast.

Is there any hope left
In this world: you think not
And you wallow in misery
And fester in rot.

The dawn soon is breaking
But you live in bleak night
In your own world, created
By nightmares and fright.

As you curl up in darkness
You'd wish they'd all go away,
As the frightening question mutters inside you:
"Will Creator 'play' with me today?"

And...yeah. u.u; not much of a poem-writer, huh? I dunno...It's really depressing, but..Hey! Some birds are singing! *grin* That might seem kind of simple of me, but it's nice to get some reassurance that not everything in this world is bad. Oh, and if you don't know who the person is in the poem, you're either really stupid or you've never heard of him, in which case I'm not telling. u.u

Wow, it really took me forty minutes to upload this? Kind of reading a book on the side, perhaps that's it. Well...See everyone at a decent hour then, I suppose. *wave*